.Sunday, November 29, 2009' 8:31 AM:)

Have I been giving too much lately?
And I think I have not been receiving too either.
It's always me giving the message out.
And always the result is the same.
It won't turn out to be the one that I'm imagining on.
Sometimes I might lie to myself.
Always hoping for a better life.
This ****t*****i* isn't what I wants.
I know that I cannot always think of myself.
But I just couldn't take it.
Always the same result.
I've tried quite a lot of times but I think some wouldn't have notice it.
They would just carry on their normal life.
Every time after school, I was hoping for something.
But it's just my wishful thinking.
Have I not been taking the initiative?
I think I have taken a lot of times.
Or maybe its just my excuses?
I don't know..

Many things have happening lately around me.
I just couldn't find that someone to talk with.
I could only find some of the friends who are there for me.
Something have been happening to my close friends too.
They shared it with me and I agree with their points too.
Its really saddening to see those troublesome matters keep on repeating again and again.
Sometimes I wish that I could just avoid it.
But I can't do that.
Its very selfish of me doing that.

I really hope things will change.
And I wish that the person stays happy.
Naturally I'll be happy for her/him.




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.Friday, October 16, 2009' 10:41 AM:)

Nothing in particular today..
Went to school and have pool..
Saturday going to be deepavali le..
Hope you guys have fun!


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.Tuesday, October 13, 2009' 8:11 PM:)

Sometimes people do have to lie on different circumstances.
They have to lie in order not to let the other parties get hurt.
Others lie because they don't want them to know about it and hence have bad impression on him/her.
There are many situatuions in life we face, how are we going to sovle it out?
Sometimes I feel that I should just leave this world, but I can't.
There are too many things holding me back.
My family, buddies and friends.
If you have problems unsolve, try asking your buddies/friends.
Maybe they have gone through it before.
Or you can even ask your parents about it.
Do not blame youself if you make mistake.
Everyone makes mistake.
Because no one is perfect.
It's normal to make mistake, but don't make it so oftenly.
Learning from your mistake you can change to be a better person.
Don't ever blame yourself, have faith!
Nothing is immpossibe if you don't try.

JiaYou everyone! May 'JunXian' be with you! XianXian =)


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.Sunday, October 11, 2009' 12:04 PM:)

HAPPY 2 MONTHS!

KOH JUN XIAN <3 CHUA MAY LING


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.' 8:22 AM:)

Holidays is coming to an end. Tomorrow will be my GEMS selection, got to standby at 8.58am. Because the timing for GEMS is at 9am sharp. If I miss the chance of selecting the module I wants, thats it! I got to choose different module le.

Before holiday ends, I still want to do a lot of things. Like going clubbing with my friends, sing K, prawning and etc. School starts, and I will be very busy. Maybe even no time for them. So I got to cherish every moments with them when I still around.

We do not know when will we be gone. No clue for us. Maybe it will be tomorrow for me? Or either when I sleep today. I don't know. Let us cherish everyone we have when we are still alive. Live everyday with a smile on your faces. Keep your love ones happy now and then. Let them know you still care for them. I bet, a lot of them out there havent hug your parents for more than 5 years? Me too, and I also never told them I love them. Only when there is special occasion like, father day, mother day, birthday... I think we should do it now! It seems weird to do this, I want to hug them but I feel shy about it. I don't even know what I'm afraid about! If I can abandon these thoughts, I may hug them and say I love you to them every single day.

And guys! Don't get angry or sad when your parents called you and ask, ah boy/gal ar what time will you reach home? Where are you? How come still not yet home?
It is because they are worried about you, they are afraid that you might mix with some bad people out there. And don't because of this incident and quarrel with them. Its not worth it for someone whom care so much about you. If there is a chance that you became a father/mother, you too will be worried about your kids. But some parents won't ask much about it. It's not that they don't care about you. It's that, they are afraid that, you might become even more rebellious. And hate them about these matters. All parents care for their children, I care for mine too! (haha.. I'm not yet married! ) Kidding!! Hee..

Treat your love ones nicely. Having to see their smile, it makes you felt happy too right? Dont lie! I bet it is!
You won't regret it! And you might even thanks me too. Do what is right for you! Have the RIGHT concept guys/gals!


I LOVE YOU! MY FAMILY!

- GRANDMA
- DAD
- MOM
- SIS
- AUNTS
- UNCLE
- BII ( I'VE ALREADY TREAT YOU AS MY FM)

I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS!

- TOO MUCH TO LIST! ( ITS NOT BECAUSE I DONT CARE, IT BECAUSE YOU WEIGH TOO HEAVY FOR ME AND I CANT FILLED UP WITH SUCH A SMALL SIZE OF THIS BLOG! )


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.Saturday, September 12, 2009' 9:13 AM:)

Date: 11th September 2009

Headed to school at 3pm for Pool Training. On the way to MRT station met Catherine and chatted with her for awhile. Because in the night I'm meeting my primary school friends including Catherine. Reached school at about 4pm, played Pool for 5 consecutive hours non-stop. In between the 5 hours, I do take a break. Went over to foodcourt 5, planned to have KFC but it's closed. So end up eating cup noodles with my Pool mates. I picked Tom Yum flavour, added an egg and 1 cup of hot milo. It cost me $2.90 for that. After eating, me and friends went back to continue our Pool session. Off I go after 9.30pm.

Called Kit Ying and asked where was she. She asked me to go POSB area to wait for Chai Chin. So on the way there, I bought a cadbury chocolate. Waited 15 minutes for her to come. Saw her taking NTUC plastic bag, swaying here and there. And I wonder why she did that? Oh No! She wants to take that plastic bag to blind fold me! And I laughed like mad, it will be very Pai Seh lor! Walking round and round, she tend to make me walked a big round. Taking to somewhere, she actually thought I do not know where I will be at that destination. So I somehow predict correctly. Clever JunXian! Clap Clap! This makes me remind of my CSCC camp. The game which is called The Blind Man Trail. It's somehow similar, been to station where I needs to do some sort of action. It really makes me look like an idiot.

Finally! Reached the place, the unblind me. Sing birthday song for me in that house. Using a pizza as the cake. Then they asked me to guess whose house I'm at? If I got it wrong, I must drink pure XO man! 1st try: Heng Lee house. Nope, they said I guess wrongly. Drink a cup of that. 2nd try: Still Heng Lee! ( Because the house really looks like his la! ). Wrong again! They obviously wants to make me drunk. And I said to them, I cannot tahan already. I'm starting to get dizzy. They heck care about it man! So I asked them for a hint. And asked to me guess, the person of the house likes band 5566. 3rd try: I guessed it's Chai Chin. And I'm wrong again. This time my head starts to get heavier after I had that 3rd cup. Finally they told me the answer. IT'S HENG LEE OLD HOUSE! I was like... Dots la. I said it correctly but without the "OLD".

At about 11.30pm, we played a game. Poker game includes: True, Dare, Singing a song, person on the right drink, follow an action, follow speech, categories, everybody drinks except the one throws the card out, birthday boy drink, save a gal, save a guy and save someone. They gang up to make me drink. Suddenly catherine said they she had stomachache and needs to do Big business. It's 12am! They switched off all the lights and sang me birthday song once again! This time round, Catherine came out holding the birthday cake. Sun Yi was taking the pictures, Kit Ying was standing there... And the gave me a task to do. Blow out the candles 1 metre away from me. Crazy! How can I possibly have so much breath to blow out all those candles?! And the candles kept getting shorter and shorter. Luckily Kit Ying got help me blow out some of the candles. LOLs! I need to use my mouth to take out all those candles. So short, I accidentally swallowed some of the burnt candles. Euek! After taking all the candles out, Kit Ying the devilish gal! Asked me to eat the strawberry while she stands high up on the chair. I was having difficulties eating the strawberry. I could not even lick till the strawberry! So high up! So I thinks of a way, I look outside for awhile and this stupid Kit Ying followed too. I quickly lift up my head and bite off the strawberry.

Cut the birthday cake, took pictures with them. And continue the Poker game. I was starting to get tipsy. But not yet drunk. Just couldn't stand properly and keep on falling. My head was getting heavier and heavier. And for no reasons, I kept laughing. Imagine! Played that card game till 4am. Drinking non-stop! This is totally insane! And I broke my spectacles! T.T
I really couldn't take it anymore. I kept going to the toilet and need a helping hand from them to get to the bathroom. Heng Lee carried me to the room after that, to let me sleep. And there's one time. I want to go to the toilet again. I couldn't stand up straight, so I crawled and fell down from the bed. My head hit the floor first. Everybody came rushing in and see what happens. Concussion already lo!

I slept till 1030am and I'm still not ok. Really tired but they say wants to go down for breakfast. I keep cannot get up of the bed, they pulled me up. And I fell back onto the bed again. Washed my face and get ready to go market for breakfast. I still couldn't really walked, but as not to let them worry too much about me. I told myself that! I must endure! Keep walking straight and don't bang onto outsiders. The gave me a shirt for my birthday present. Unfortunately the size was too small and need to go back for a changing. Kit Ying made a birthday card for me too, so sweet of her. I must say that the card is really very nice! Thanks everyone! But please don't make me so drunk again! Haha! I Love You Guys!


How I wish I can spend the time together with just you and me. =)
I Love You bii! And happy 1 month! XD


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.Thursday, September 10, 2009' 8:57 AM:)

Basically, today was quite a simple day for me. Wake up in the morning at 10am, went market with grandma and sister to buy ingredients for cooking. Went shop and save too, because need to collect sticker. $15 a sticker, so in the end we used $39 for 2 stickers. Actually I planned to stay at home whole day today. But stay at home sure very bored, in the end I went to school for Pool. Too long never touch Pool le, became so rusty.

Stayed in school till 830pm, then I went home together with Peter. He is such a talkative guy sia. Hmm.. He is also known as Salt man, coz he likes satly stuff. Recalled in Pool camp last year, he ate quite a lot of salt. Bee hoon also must put salt. Still put 1 packet of kfc salt into his mouth. Super scary la... Freaking scary..! I mentioned about the Pool cue thingy to me. I dont understand a single shit he said to me. A lot of brand, Poision cue...

Luckily, I reached home earlier than him. Haha, no need to hear him talk rubbish. But, my mother called me said that need to accompany aunt to aljunied to collect house rent. So I accompanied her lor. Bought 2 pieces of bread while waiting for her to come. The bus took very long to come lor, waited for about 15 mins. Parents was nearby there too, so they drived us back home. No need to waste bus fare. >.<

At about 12am, parents, sister and I went lavender food centre to have our supper. I had beef kway teow while dad, mum and sis ate fishball noodles. Beef noodles was quite nice la, compare to my house market there. Next time I bring you go eat ok? =) ( You ).

Aww.. So full.. Im going to sleep soon too le. Oink Oink!

Who wants to go prawning with me someday? Tag me ok? Thanks!

Nights all! =)


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"- HIS WORDS



Koh Jun Xian
Age: 20
Singapore Poly
12 September born
Community Service & Cultural Club
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Y- L0VE


❤ MY FAMILY
❤ MY BII
❤ MY FRIENDS
❤ Chocolates
❤ Nice food

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x betrayer
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x backstabber
x boredom
x loneliness
x naggings

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